swallow me

swallow me -
into the pit of darkness
i lie
unabated breadth
beating hard
a humdrum buzzing alone
inside my head

through the green fields
i run in search
i run forever
somehow never stumbling
upon myself

through the windows
i bask in the warm sunlight
in search
somehow never warming
the coldness within

streched emotions
lying seperately
in two different corners

stark lovelessness
reflects my nude self
bruises from the past
remain as sweet remembrance

i'm losing me
as i stand in transit
bitter blows rain upon me...